Saturday, July 4, 2009

Shoes for Walking

Before starting college, I purchased a few pairs of shoes more expensive than anything I would have considered buying before. And not fancy shoes either; I had never been one to wear many high heals, and the shoes I needed were comfortable walking shoes for trudging across campus in all weather. Coming from suburbia, I believed that I would need better shoes than I had ever worn before to endure.

I now owned the very shoes that I had resisted buying in high school with strong moral resolve: why buy something that's supposed to be comfortable for an excess of a hundred dollars? And to look exactly the same as everyone else (at least when looking at the feet). I had always seeked uniqueness.

But when moving on to a new stage of my life, in a different town and lifestyle, where walking rather than driving is the norm for transportation, I figured that I might as well try wearing what I never had before, if only for the rationale of comfortable feet that were barely affordable.

And so, there I stood in snow, in rain, and in wind, in my new, though rustic looking, brand name shoes. And gradually, as I walked everywhere that I needed to go, they began to look more rustic. And more so. Until buckles broke. And the soles of boots grew so worn down that I feared that if I wore them for any longer I would find myself walking on the bare soles of my feet.

Now that I'm at home and my expensive shoes, or what's left of them sit in my closet safe from the elements, my worries about shoes just don't come up any more. When driving everywhere, it's very difficult to destroy a pair of shoes. In fact, I think I'd really have to try. Here in the suburbs, we go for "walks," and "jogs," wearing sneakers that are meant to be worn out. But otherwise, it's into the car in the driveway, and back out of the car in the parking lot of wherever we plan on going.

Honestly, I miss being able to walk everywhere I could have possibly wanted to go. When outside, without metal doors and glass windows to place you in your own little world, it's much easier to feel like a part of everything else. And as I walked from place to place, at a steady, relaxed pace, I overheard interesting bits of conversations that took place on a college campus. It was easier to notice when flowers bloomed, and when a rabbit darted through the bushes when I didn't need to look straight ahead to avoid a car crash.

There's something to be said for being exposed to the elements too. When walking though the rain, I, like my shoes got wet, and if my umbrella broke, a certain adrenaline rush came from running as fast as I could for the nearest shelter. When driving, we tend to feel nearly indestructible. But walking from place to place, not immune to the weather, can allow us to feel truly alive and vulnerable. Truly part of the rest of the world.

When I begin my next year of college this August, I'll start over with new shoes. I'll watch them closely as they pick up scrapes and mud, and as they get bent out of shape. They'll serve to remind me that I am not immune to the snow, and the rain, and the unexpected. And that's half the fun in life.


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  1. I don't read much autobiographical work, but as you need further style to keep the reader reading.

    Your voice is strong though and has much potential.

    Also, this kind of sounds like it belongs in a Self-Help book. Y'know? Write about what bothers you or a story or event that happened in your life, keep your aspirations to your professors.

  2. cut out the "but as" before "you need" in that, whoops!

  3. And by style I mean just fluency, flow, almost an on-going cliffhanger.

  4. Thanks for your comments. I'm glad that you gave my blog some thought.

  5. I think it's a very interesting post. Definitely a topic that I wouldn't have thought to write about. :) It's a very interesting view on suburbia and how it affects the life of shoes. Keep up the good work!

  6. I agree with Ian's comments that this post wouldn't look out of place in a self-help book, not that that's a bad thing!

    You do have potential and writing is one endless learning process, so keep doing what you're doing and you'll improve. The good thing about writing is that there's no right of wrong answer- it's each to their own, so never take to heart any criticism you may get. It's always constructive. That's what i tell myself when i get it!

    Cool blog, i'll be following. :)

  7. It's very true that you see so much more of the world when you walk places. A thousand things pop out at you about the yards & houses you would never otherwise see zipping by in a car. I don't think many people get that on a profound level like you do. Enjoyed reading it. :)